15 months

puteri nurfarisya ameera is 15 months old today.. selalunya every month mama akan bagi pressie kat cha~cha. this month mama tak beli apa2 pun lg tp mama akan beli something and bg kat anak mama hari khamis nnt k.. last nite, while watching dvd, hubby called. cha~cha not sleeping yet then sy video call. dia sedang mkn buah masa tu and suapkan sedikit utk sy.. masa tu air mata mama dah mula bergenang.. then my sis said, "td cha~cha panggey kak ma.. dia amik hp kechik, letak kat tinger dan ckp, "hello.. mammaa.." owhhh sy sudah tidak mampu menahan takungan yg byk itu. akhirnya menitis juga.. and u know what, she wipes my tears! i cannot speak, i cannot talk.. just stare at her and hubby. how i wish i cud be with her every single day.. suffer lah mcm nie.. but what to do.. sabar syima..